Monday, July 8, 2013
.......I find myself being confused about pretty much everything. Men, friends, money, family, life. I feel paranoid a lot, like I can't trust anyone so I keep all my emotions and thoughts locked up. I'm just restless. I was in Virginia and I couldn't wait to get away from there because I hate it so much, now I'm at home on leave before I am *supposed* to go on deployment and I still feel no relief. It's like there is no safe haven for me. I know it sounds super dark which is why I haven't written in a while. I have maybe one friend, but I don't confide in her because she's flaky at best. I keep hoping one day I will snap out of this fog. We'll see.... the fog has been hanging over me for a while.
Posted by UCB87 at 1:12 PM